Turn it up.

you know what, i realise i everytime i get into some sort of trouble, i dun really know why. zzzz. i think im gonna stop trying to talk to gerald, since he also unwilling, make both sides unhappy only. but i feel damn zz. all the people around me all considered good friends with him -.- . 

The clouds cast a shadow on us.

When i look at you, does your heart skip a beat?

stress now really. tmr is the choir syf audition. my throat is sore, PI PA GAO is not working on me. im lyke seriously gonna die. im sneezing lyke fck some more. hais. worried shyt. score need to memorise lyke hell man. needa return that girl from next class her vulgar storybook - LOL - soon. .

whats unimportance to you. lol. cuz seriously hais. i have not been very happy. at all. ): . why all cartoon characters are happy one, lyke slyvester. smile dao so big. dot. i think i really become saddist alr. zzz. they say if you wanna be happy, you have to MAKE yourself happy yeah. but i cant ): i need others. because im useless and dumb. fck this ): . 

my family has been facing alot of problems. ahma side etc. why is nothing going smoothly / properly ? upsetting. hais. i really really dunno what to do alr. my parents dun seem really happy either. i guess. ohno ): . mother keep kp me. </3

SCHOOL YOU ARE MY ONLY SOURCE OF HAPPINESS, PLS MAKE ME HAPPIER WITH FRIENDS ):

bye. goodluck to myself for tmr

Happiness - self controllable emotionl.

LATER GONNA GO TO SCHOOL FOR EARTH HOUR THINGY :B GO THERE FUNFUN. hehe. i dun really have much to post yeah. all i can say is that 2011 until now, still sucks. i dun really have anyone to thank for being there for me, but still i wanna thank chrislyn and jiawen (: . though we not same school, dun live near each other, but you guys are nice to talk to (: i love you yeah. 

things in school not really going well. commontest  results for some not bad, others quite sucky, heng all never fail, some on the point on failing only. haha. good start for academics yeah ? but honestly my heart has been feeling lonely. lonely for friends. and maybe someone who really treats me lyke someone important to them. 

o u t o f p l a c e is the only word to describe how i feel now. 

wo bu hao guo.

tired. i miss having longer hair. suddenly have a liking for short simple posts.