All a girl really wants is for one guy to prove to her that they're not all the same

went to shoot photos at my house there for art today.
blah. a lot of random shoots.

i swear people were looking at me like some weirdass taking pictures of weirdass flowers.

 see mah hair lika cool hehehe.


jus nw went to eat manhattan fish market with my parents. hahahahah. yumyum. feeling really fat.

okay, im super worried for my chinese paper 1 / i think im gonna fail. wtf. zzz.  I NEVER. EVER. FAIL. EOY . BEFORE. FML. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. GG.!!!! WALAO SERIOUSLY DAMNDAMNDAMDAMDNAKDNAMDNAMDNMANDAMNDMANDAMNMDANMNDMANDMWSNCAREADACADSDCASCAREDSCAREDADACAFEAD

If he's the right guy, he won't ever leave.

the webcam pic i think took v long liao haha.

wanna study but dk what sub to start on. i've been audi-ing the whole morning. :/ . i miss you.
i jus typed those 3 words, yet thinking about it, i realise tht i dun really miss you as a bf anymore. jus feel that i din see you for v long. lol. what to do now. wan wait or dw wait? you dun seem to hav initiate anything. maybe i should just move on ? hhahha. sian,

 this is so rare because its been such a long time that someone made me feel this way, when you dun reply, i feel so sad, wondering if im irritating you, if i am a boring person, what can i do to amuse you, wondering how you're doing. but why are you so impenetratable. i think all my thinking's one sided. and that bullshit fren is bullshitting. make me hav false hope only. fck u all.

super edited to this now.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9r5aAndmkgU&feature=feedu 

gonna hav to start mugging before i regret.

Come crashing into me.

okay i'm like so angry till i teared.
zzzzzzz. maybe i brought all this upon myself. it started from that lie, and it is affecting me now.
mum dun let me go class chalet. say why so many days, blahblah. zzzzzzz. 3 days only. then say what, why guys and girls same '' house '' . god damn it, it is a 2 storey house, guys down girls up, wtf is wrong with that, not same room right. got guys can protect also -.- . dulandulan. everything also cannot. zzzzzzzzzz. now this is really the time i hope that i can grow up faster. z. i dun get whats she worried about . she is jus destroying my childhood memories. this is like that last year im gonna spend with my classmates now. i know that i will miss them, many conflicts but i still love them. whats wrong with having a 3 days chalet. so you really think that i am that NAUGHTY and i will have sex with the guys issit. or that they guys are so horny then they will come and rape us. seriously. what the fuck ok. why is there no trust...? because of my lie ?

Single and in a relationship are just titles. Your heart determines your true relationship status.

hellooooooooooooooooooo. i think one day im gonna get smth like this. small tattoo at neck or wrist. lika cool only! omg :DD  the first one is most probably drawn LOL

today had the BIG CHINESE TEST. omg i think i can pass hehehe. but i dun dare to get too confident ><  . glad i studied hard. me good girl :D

came home used tumblr and fell asleep until 8 :/ 

saw all those pretty hipster, angmohs. walao like damn jealous only.

 WHY SO PRETTY. :/ . damn it, why am i asian!

^ this is what happens when im bored in class :P . hehehhehehe

friday is eng and chines epaper 1. lalalla. hopefully i will have the mood to write during exam :P 

cca suspended from tmr! YAY. i din go for tue's kinda got scolded by shuangyu :/ .

sian i hope my feelings fade soon, i dun see the point of holding on, hmmm. but then thinking back, he's worthy of my time ): . how. i miss being attached. hahaha. :/ . i need someone to give me security, for me to lean on, and trust.

Don't keep a girl guess too long. She's sure to find the answer somewhere else.

look at my group's starry night :D heheh the swirl a bit fail!

ytd dad went frankfurt liao. mum keep controlling v pissed.
tmr got math matrix test. gg.com. idk how do inverse matrix wtf.
jus reached home not long ago went library with j constance and iz ^^ . funny max!

sian, i still doubt his words. i keep thinking that its jus bullshit. cuz i dun see anything special.. fck la....

Sometimes you love someone so much that not even the truth can change your mind.

♔

i miss being attached.

If you can’t get someone out of your head, maybe they are supposed to be there.

sian. privated my blog. feeling quite low now. bye.

What hurts even more than losing someone you love...is knowing that they're not even fighting to keep you.

 hai, blog been dead. needa start mugging like reallyreally soon. LIKE TOMORROW. monday hav EL oral. gg already idk how to say! mum force me to buy a EL oral book to read . ._. fml. stupid EOY. i think singapore education system seriously too stress or smth alr. hiong like siao.

MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL @NHHS

had the dumb rehearsals right after school. needa survive from morning 6am to 1pm without eating -.- after rehearsals went with batch mates to clementi mall to eat lunch! burger-kinged.

reach back school, cher-lyn keep wan go bathe so i went with her! din bring bathing essentials so after she bathe she lend me hehehe <3 needed to change to gown like super early. stupid school z. lol. rehearsals again. din really get to take pics of the scene in school or the different class stalls. dumb only. next year sec3 still got performance. FML.

 teachers day went back to gwps! not many people went back. i think every also sian liao LOL. afterwards went out with constance and jolyn! ate seoul garden. $20 fly T_T . then went to timezone and played this car thingyO_O LIKE FUN ONLY LOL.

yesterday went to cwp with mum and saw this black cat outside toast box there! today went cwp again and saw it again LOL. lika cool only!

 tried the new mac cheese shaker fries. not too bad. a bit salty only ~ then got this mother and daughter sit beside me. the daughter is like 15 years old and she wear util so pretty. WTF. CHIOOOOOOOOOOO ): . then the mum also like modern one. my mum ley, OLD FASHIONEDDDDD. LOL.

played around with jenny's BIG MISTAKE ERASER and her camera!

 my lip balm :3

 

i'm sucha bhb camwhore. i look so freakin diff in school and at home lol

i've given up. i've figured out, we're not meant to be and will never be. i figured out that since i'm not worth your heart, you shouldn't be worth mine :D