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i wan to walk in the rain with you <3 .

SUNRAIN . SUBER NICE OMG ! .

LOL . TODAY PLAY IN RAIN 

SIBEI SHIOK LA DEY :B 

hehe ! with mun yeeeeeeeee .

suber fun O_O 

acutally we vehr retarded :/

we talked to 183/96 bus stop , 

then in the end decide to walk to other bus stop 

got drenched and danced with umbrella LOLOL. 

suber wet :P 

hair lyke just bathed ):

then took bus to clementi mrt the bus fking cold , nobody one , 

only me munyee and one guy LOLOL . :P !

funfun ! 

wet die at clementi mrt toilet ;lubb .

heeeeeeee . go audi liao .  jav ask me go :P !

281110.

" believe in what you dream. "

hi wifey! i'm helping you to update your blog. haha! i'm like so bored now. so i'll help you post! winkz. we shall meet up soon. or i'm gonna kill you. just kidding, i don't bear to kill you! haha. we shall take photos together! don't be a camera shy. i love you canz, updated your blog. don't feel so pekcek okay, anything text me. 8 numbers away only! love you very muchz. 1 month anniversary coming this 4th. kbyez! ohsofluffehdie.

you were my fairytale .

 because it gets tiring .

 i am (: .

i wish i could stand a place high enough , to see where you are everywhere anytime .

changed cbox . -yay- !

when your head aches more then your heart ,

hai . just now went jogging .
never really completes 2.4km already wan die . 
seating in front of the computer kills .
new email ! 
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dun . anyone . dare . to . say . they're . lazy . because . there . is . more . than . enough . for . you . to . copy . into that . goddamned . ''add a contact'' . window . of . yours . 

RWAR ! 

drift through the wind .

i . hate . being . alone . 

but sometimes , we need time alone to think right ? 

gimme some response .

why now so many sad de dong xi happen ):

hubby suddenly say break with gary kor .

kor sad . 

charmaine broke with ronn hotdog .

hotdog wan ' act ' optimistic . 

fuck this world .

tied up . 

fuck my life . next year when nh choir goes to europe

i quite vehvehveh sure that i cant go .

mummie say money problem . 

hais . 

need 3000+ . fck . 

charmaine say maybe will raise funds ? 

but so ? . raise funds still need pay at least half on our own ?

i really wanna go europe .

im trying in all desperate ways to save money .

just now saw a ring , v nice .

controlled . hais .

shyt everyone . 

no you won't .

humans should be translucent .

so that we know how each other feel . 

but not everything .

 random :x .

 070707070707 o.o . 

sot conver with nanhua-rians . lol . 
(20:41) For never can true reconcilement grow, Where wounds of deadly hate have pierced so deep. says: 
i have bird eyes
LOL
big * 
>> LOL . :x ( bin ren lai de ) .
i miss school . i miss sandratan and cheryl law . 
being in school can sometimes take my mind off things .


i am quite veh sure that you wun be reading my blog at all so im posting this .
i miss when we met and had ridiculous fun at woodlands / tampines .
though you used to had to go home at 5 + 6 + ? 
the long 969 ride . 
last time we were all so shy . 
hold hand also shy . lolol  .
when you reassured me when i get so fucking pissed off at my parents .
i miss every part of you . 
the ' new ' you and the ' old ' you had good points and bad .
but i just miss the old times .
i hate it when i had to think back foolishly with that sour feeling in my nose , wanting to tear .
because this history , why will never repeat itself .
you know i get fucking jealous of your girlf . 
not every girlf . but this girlf .
why why why why .
once we were talking . idk why suddenly mention dao the date when we were first tgt . 
you said . woah . you remember ? i already forget .
i really shattered . fuck . 
so what if im still your gan lao po . 
and you still have your gan nuers , 
you pao qi le wo men . even as friends . 
we are your spare tyres . you talk to us when you felt lyke it .
you ask us to conference when you felt lyke it .
and everytime i will have that leap in my heart , cuz i wanna hear your voice .
because you are funny . and kewt . 
but so ? . i already have totally no rights to care about you .
do you remember , that once you said ,
the song save you by simple plan
is lyke us . i know you dun remember . 
but i do . i remember . i remember it everytime i chance upon the song . 
and i cry . i tear . its , every single time i hear that fucking song .
i wan so fuckingly out of my life but i just keep coming back you . 
because i cannot bear it . you are not exactly part of my life anymore .
but i still think of you sometimes .
when im really down . and i dunno what to do . 
fullstop . 

!@$#!@#!@#!@#

why isn't anyone answering my doubt ? 

you know that kind of feeling

when you are getting too free . 

you think too much . 

worry too much 

doubt yourself . 

how you really feel inside .

cuz i really feel that way sometimes . 

fml .

boo .

 does everything need to have a fullstop ?

now really damn no mood -_- 
dk why . zzz . 
so !@#!@#!@#!@#
hee , the plusie above my mummie say kewt ley .
first time i hear she say that a soft toy is kewt . 
cultural potz quite success ley . 
only the tancota we rushed . again . 
stopping here . (: .


puaytiang hubby ! . last long with the garygoh kay ! .

tkgs concert

combined ,

anderson .

anderson

nanyang

ahahaha ! watched  tkgs concert yep . 
tkgs and nanyang is (Y)
i think chij and anderson is lyke .. :/ 
no offence norhs . 
reached home about 10 plus !
cuz asked anan to come serangoon find me cuz i change to mrt there 
lol ! he really come :B
when adm mac , he eat then i eat icecream :D !
then laopei kaopei jiu need go home , 
kinda pandseh-ed him . 
fml . still cant go out , i think , though i haven try asking . .__.

i . hate . homework .

MUAHAHAA LO L. 

this pic totally dun look lyke me :P

sian , voice changed sia . 

scared for cultural pot i will cmi . -.- 

tiredd . hais . 

tmr got the tkgs concert to attend . 

farfar yeah .

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yay ! <3

cmi ._.

ohmygawd , i hate my eyes

i hate my nose

and my fat lips -.-

PANDAAA

random much . 

caught a cold le . 

shyt . 

cultural potzurri 

!$%$%$#^%#^!$#

i look so fcking ugly and fat in picts -.- 

audi-ed ; 

KAOPEI DOG -'-

fuuck la .

laobu say what cannot go out until i finish my homework ? 

kp , you think the homework veh easy  ?

why do you even fuucking care about my homework  .

now sibei dulan . kp . 

say ccannot go out unless go cca ? then when i suuposed go sch for cca i pon i go out la

dog yi ge . 

huanlo so much . -'- 

You're peeling me inside out .

bored again . never go out today zzz . 

some more everyday keep rainrainrain . sibei sian . 

sad . zzz . cooped up at home la . 

but at least got internet <:

heh . sian . homework man tian fei .

sad sad . 

post next time .

♥

even if it's just a dream ;

bored , 0047 .

laopei and laobu ask me off le . 

hais . bored . still stuck with homework .

this week never go out with friends at all . 

fall .

if you are hong-ing me , just dun , 

it will never be past tense .

sian ttm ):
never go out for one week le D: . laobu keep ask me do hw etc .
doubt can finish by end of november la . kp . so fuckedup de .
zzz . imissyou . you text me , are you giving me false hope ? 
haiseh . bleh .
yesterday bought new shoes and skinnies :DD
muahahha . LOL .
beginning to think whether the skinnies should have bought one size bigger D:
cuz smaller one is shorter ma , but the bigger one also about the same LOL .
bored die me , laobu ask me go eat pear le .
confirm get fat .
ciaos :3

why do you always come in , always when im happiest , and make everything change again ?

heehee peepos !

im suber bored ttm today . dun think going out . unless at night :DD

saw this shop at cwp ytd got suber nice shoes !

mimosa ~ . mosa sounds so mysterious o:

anyway , laobu kp again lorhs .

zz . keep ask me do homework . say must complete by end of nov . ;sighs .

veh sian sia . fk the chinese homework la hor . kpcher . 

ask us do so much crap . some more now my laobu say she wan see my chinese work . 

>: zzz . gg.com D:

end here for naos :D . 

i pray hard that 105 classouting wun fail (:

if you love me , love me even more . because i just want to confirm that you really feel that way

imissyouu . >:

HOPEEEEEE . WHAT IS HOPE ? 

HEHEHE . must be happeh  . cuz life is short . but since it's short , how come it can still hold so much tears , happiness , misery , anguish and most of all , pain ?

some things dun have answers , yeah >: 

sadsad . 

MUAHAHAHA <:

THIS POST DEDICATED TO MY NEWLY WED HUBBY

PUAYTIANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

TODAY 1ST MONTH MUAHHHAHAHA .

HEHEHE .

ME LOVE HER / HIM LOLOL .♥♥♥♥♥