no you won't .

humans should be translucent .

so that we know how each other feel . 

but not everything .

 random :x .

 070707070707 o.o . 

sot conver with nanhua-rians . lol . 
(20:41) For never can true reconcilement grow, Where wounds of deadly hate have pierced so deep. says: 
i have bird eyes
LOL
big * 
>> LOL . :x ( bin ren lai de ) .
i miss school . i miss sandratan and cheryl law . 
being in school can sometimes take my mind off things .


i am quite veh sure that you wun be reading my blog at all so im posting this .
i miss when we met and had ridiculous fun at woodlands / tampines .
though you used to had to go home at 5 + 6 + ? 
the long 969 ride . 
last time we were all so shy . 
hold hand also shy . lolol  .
when you reassured me when i get so fucking pissed off at my parents .
i miss every part of you . 
the ' new ' you and the ' old ' you had good points and bad .
but i just miss the old times .
i hate it when i had to think back foolishly with that sour feeling in my nose , wanting to tear .
because this history , why will never repeat itself .
you know i get fucking jealous of your girlf . 
not every girlf . but this girlf .
why why why why .
once we were talking . idk why suddenly mention dao the date when we were first tgt . 
you said . woah . you remember ? i already forget .
i really shattered . fuck . 
so what if im still your gan lao po . 
and you still have your gan nuers , 
you pao qi le wo men . even as friends . 
we are your spare tyres . you talk to us when you felt lyke it .
you ask us to conference when you felt lyke it .
and everytime i will have that leap in my heart , cuz i wanna hear your voice .
because you are funny . and kewt . 
but so ? . i already have totally no rights to care about you .
do you remember , that once you said ,
the song save you by simple plan
is lyke us . i know you dun remember . 
but i do . i remember . i remember it everytime i chance upon the song . 
and i cry . i tear . its , every single time i hear that fucking song .
i wan so fuckingly out of my life but i just keep coming back you . 
because i cannot bear it . you are not exactly part of my life anymore .
but i still think of you sometimes .
when im really down . and i dunno what to do . 
fullstop .