some people are meant to fall in love , but never meant to be together .

swee bo ? 
found this generator thing on google . 
cuz i was doing the back of the class tee , so i suggested barcoding . now waiting for responses from classmates whether they wan individual barcodes or everyone same . but did up everything le . printed all 42 barcodes . last two is 205 and mdmJ . 


hais .

don't stand there and watch me fade .

today went to buy oktea with tingying lianzhi zhenyu and yiting . then ate fromage with tingying . spicycheesefries = (L) .  eat until around 3pm , cuz left school late . me goodgirl , do my sweep floor duty which i haven done for around 2 weeks+  . kk , a lot people had cca today , then kayyee wanted to eat alone with cheryl , said she wanted to talk to her . hmm . okay . so i went with tingying and gang . talkedtalkedtalked . got quite fedup with some people in our class . xialan much , show attitude . come only , lol . why my class , everyone no problem , only my clique always wil start dislike people. aiyo , v xinku . 

have i really admitted & accepted .

i dunno why . i now really v xin tong . 

lol , i realise i have been keeping too many things to myself , i have the feeling im gonna explode because cheryl's not online for me to rant at ): . neither is sandra . the feeling of exploding . is lyke a mixture of tears , and uncomfortable-ness .

seventh's . 

we dun have much memories together . 1week plus since i saw you . hmm . i still think i dun fit in with you . nor your friends . you belong to the xm that group . and shirley jevin they all . maybe joey should be rightfully your stead . i dunno la . lol . yeah , you're not what i thought you'ld be lyke . but i feel so tired . i dun wan lose you , but its so tiring . mentally . and my mental tired-ness is making me physically tired too . i choose to believe you k . i choose to believe that , when she held your hand , you did not wan her to . but you just held on because it was lyke just her few days out and you wanna make her feel better . i believe that , you really dun think im extra and im a burden . i believe that , you dun think of me the way your friends do . i believe that , you really wan to be by my side when i reallyreally need you , but it's just you're busy and you can't pei me .

i believe that , you love me . cuz you do , right ? 

i guess i should hold on. 

i'll hold on until i'm so weak and shag that i have no choice but to let go .

ily . 

I am ready to say goodbye. I still love you more than ever.