Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.


yes im chui. lyke what the shit okay. 

okay here im gonna say 
HAPPY BDAY CONSTANCESEAH. YEAH HER BDAY IS ON 5MAY, YES IM LATE.

ytd around 8 i went to her house to pass her the bday prezzie and me card ! heheheheehehhee. i bought her a kimmidoll <: . spirit and beauty ! ex max lor for the doll :/ LOL. then we keesiao-ed until 10 liddat then i start to walk home. HEHEHEHE FUNNY MAX. i love her ttm. my chiobu always (: <3 

nw gonna hav to chiong to go boonlay alr ! need do the stupid art project. RETARDED LEY. I HATE D & T . 

and also, to my RONN HOTDOG: last long with your new gf ! tsktsk so fast change stead! dun forget me hor !

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Big or small, they are still lies.



now i think that im stupid for trying to change my bad points just because i am afraid you will dislike me, even as a friend. i always thought so much of what you think of me. but now, i dun need to tell me who i am already. because you are unreasonable. i dun even know what i do wrong TO YOU. arghhh, i dun feel comfortable talking to you or whatever, even when you are okay with me. why you never think of what i feel. why you so bias. why you keep walking in and out of my life ?!


i should just let go .  i will not let you tell me who i am ever again.


 yay, tmr no choir ;x . BUT GOT ENGLISH TEST. THEN FRIDAY IS HISTORY AND INTEGRATED SCIENCE TEST. haissss. i think i moodswing lyke some stupid pregnant woman. and im retardedly paranoid. i think im boring shyt. whatever.


i wanna watch thor ! people, watch source code ! damn nice <3 . random shytz ;x


today went mos burger after school with kayyee and cheryl (: . spammed stupid unglams -_- I AM SUPER UNGLAM . i look so fat and ugly zzz.


 okayokay.  needa chiong study history already. ciaos (: .

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Didn't know that it still matters to me.

 people always say let go to those who feel sad over somebody, even i say that to people. but when the situation comes to ourselves, saying that to ourself dun always work. 
your tears, i dunno, issit tears of laughter, or tears because you're touched. 


i dun think there should be the word > LOVE-D. if you really LOVE-D, there is no past tense to it, even if it didn't work out, there will be a little of love left. evident from your jealousy or just wanting him/her to have their attention.


today sec fours ORD ! was quite fun uh, din have much choir practise. around 15 mins ?! ;x some phantom of the opera song uhh. music of the night or something. SOUNDS LYKE  UH. HEHEHE. nice song though !


i quite sad sec fours leave already, though i am not really close to any of them, maybe except LIYIN MY DANIEL BAAA. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wShaPzlnmVA .  awesome.


i think i lost my direction.

Monday, May 2, 2011

You & I used to be so perfect together.

yay. omg i got new compy alr ^^ . though din manage to get contacts cuz dad allow then mum keep kp ! D: . lalal . nvm, look on the bright side of everything (: .


next week so many cher spam tests for my class haha. din even start studying on any cuz i never bring a single book home xD im awesome. yay.